I'm sorry for not being on lately but a good friend and neighbor of mine passed away today, she had been in a coma for about a week and 2 days ago we learned she had only 5% brain activity.
like I said I was very close to her and was over at her house at least two times a week helping with small tasks or asking for help myself.
She had just finished taking care of the baby and told people in the house that she was going to take a nap, at 2am her husband went to wake her up and she wouldn't respond......they say she had a massive stroke and was brain dead the momment it happened.

I feel so lost and I can't even remember last conversation with her. I can't stop thinking about death, worrying about it rearing its ugly head once again. I feel like breaking down a crying at random times, I've made myself sick over it.
I won't be on for abit.